day 587/9

Last night was fun again, an evening of jamming at the mint and hanging with lots of friends from out of town. Although I sounded like crap last night, im still trying to not be too self-concious of my playing.

Man its so tempting to drop a line on the AIM, but i know she's busy and ill have to wait until at least tommorrow afternoon. . . the suspense is just crazy!!!! !?!?!!@#!@!

Today, i rode the bike at the Y, cause the machines were all taken, still feeeling amazing, and i've already lost over an inch around my waist! Im still determined to not step on the scale until the end of the month. . ..

diet has been great, yesterday ate perfectly, today i intend on doing the same.

Hopefully when my mom comes to town this week, ill be able to plow through and not fall victim to her taking me out for dinners and stuff. I've bought my groceries, and I intend on still cooking them here.


I think the key to success right now is to really focus on my music, and then the weight will come off, i've been so fixiated with the goal i think its been frankly rather distracting and defeated the whole purpose to begin with. And everything has changed since i met her last weekend, i think this has helped too, we'll see how well it all goes. . . .