Day 563

March has been madness alright, no luck with the weight loss yet this month. I started off on the wrong foot, on the first, after entering in my blog.

This week was alright, i did rather well - but im pretty convinced that regardless of what you eat when you eat out, you're never helping your diet. I can't budge beyond my current weight!! this is so agrivating. I guess this week, its gonna be worth it for me to really count the calories. I have 20 weeks before i leave on tour, my goal is to have lost 20 pounds by then - i wanna see 190-200 by the time i leave on tour. I guess the inspiration of knowing ill need new clothes and the such is good enough for me.

Im getting nervous about this summer and fall - its looking a lot like last summer's plans. Ill leave on tour, then get back and have no idea where to live or what to do. Im pretty much done with the idea of teaching.

The unknown . . . and yet, these are the glory years.

Still, i wanna get down 45 more lbs, and lose anywhere from 8 to 10 inches off the tummy. Why is my excersizing not working for me?

Here we go again. . . . . . . . .